Monday, February 20, 2006

Monday Blues

well today really was monday blues at their extreme, think i spent the entire day mopin' about and complaining with the other manager how much we hate our work, the people in it and everything it brings each day...i have no will to strive in that place and that scares me a little.
the thing is i've not enjoyed my work before, but i've always got on with it, and done the best i could, but now i have no intention of becoming the best or do a good job. maybe its something that comes when you get older, but i haven't got the desire to please everyone anymore!!
when i do anything now, i really have to care in the first place, otherwise it can all go to hell!
i sound like i need therapy, maybe i do. i've lost all the drive i used to have to be something great, and to do stuff i enjoy, ahh i was soo naive when i was younger, reality sucks!!
anywho i'm off to the gym!

2 comments:

Jo said...

Well...you could jump out of a boring old regular job and throw yourself into something you really wanna do...I did...

...but then again, think of that definite paycheck you get on a regular basis.

I dont get that.

Think of the stress that causes and then think yourself just that little bit luckier, smile and feel better about it! ;o)

Kaz said...

i'm soo not in a comfort zone, i'm certainly not scared to leave were i am hahaha!! cant just leave for the sake of it!
i'm just a moan at the moment, ignore me!
jo hows work with u then, gettin' much comin' through